wow . today damn sians . its a sians day to me .
morning actually waking up at 10.30am .
but went back slp again .
n end up 1plus den wake up by laogong calls .
cos ytd he damn drunk .
den call me ask me tis morning go his hse lorhs , den cannot wake up .
so go his hse after tat .
reached his hse all slping like pigs .
collin n boy oso there marhs .
all went drinking ytd . hahas .
in e end all end up drunk n anyhow vomit except collin .
after tat stay at his hse wait for them wake up lorhs .
den went to eat .
collin n boy went back home .
den me n laogong go eat lorhs .
went 131 eat .
den ah gu come find laogong tok tok lorhs .
after wait for boy n huimei come .
went back laogong hse again .
at home do nth lorhs .
tok tok a while watch tv like tat den they go down again .
huimei go home den me alone at his hse watch tv .
watch finish ler den go 131 find them lorhs .
damn far .
find them ler sit at there nth to do oso .
wa ! si bei sians u noe .
but nvm larhs .
after tat i went back home lorhs .
den they still at there till nw !?
aiyo . dun noe wat so fun .
can stay there till so long sia .
tml going jazlyn chalet pei collin go .
hope tml wont be so sians again lorhs .

today si bei sians .
morning wake up already so many things happened ler .
hais .
i super tired ler still msg laogong lorhs .
cos he msg me marhs .
actually dun wan care de .
but i so good msg him .
den in e end he wan me go his hse pei him .
but i damn tiring lorhs .
cos ytd so late slp cos help him register things .
hais .
den i tell him let me slp larhs , later wake up ler den pei him lorhs .
but he dun wan .
den i call him come lorhs .
he oso dun wan .
den after tat he let me slp a while .
but still tired marhs .
den accused me .
si bei angry lorhs .
den i tok back to him .
hais .
den quarrel .
after tat he say wan break .
bcos of tis kind of things he wan break .
so stupid .
but in e end he say dun wan break ler .
i really give up ler lorhs .
if he wan break i oso wont say anything de .
things wan happened i do wat oso no use de .
not say i dun love him lorhs .
i love him so much den he wan treat me like tat i oso cannot do anything marhs .
so i rather wat oso dun do .
jus do watever i can nw lorhs .
treat him good good lorhs .
if he dun appreciate den forget it .
sians .
den after tat i go his hse lorhs .
tok tok ler den ok liao .
after went bugis wid laogong xh huimei elena her bf .
but elena n her bf suddenly missing .
haven even tok to her lorhs .
den nvm .
we continue shop lorhs .
den go eat ajisen .
so full .
hahas .
my money gone .
den go back woodlands .
actually wan go watch dorm de .
den in e end nv watch cos huimei cannot .
den we go fragrant sit sit lorhs .
den huimei go home .
after tat collin come find us .
tok tok a while den go home ler .
so fun .
we call ourselves stupid idiots fucking asshole .
me is idiots . laogong is stupid . huimei is fucking . xh is asshole .
so stupid . hahas .

back from malaysia ler .
tired sia .
laogong sick ler .
he nv take good care of himself .
aiyo . who call him laugh at ppl .
at malaysia a lots of things happened sia .
my hp almost lost lorhs .
lucky i found out as soon as e pickpockets stole it .
suay .
n he return it to me .
if not i sure will be very de sad de .
my preious hp .
tml going school .
tis time really mus go .
sians sia .
wan to go down lehs .
but dun noe mum got lock door anot .
hais .

today very tired sia .
ytd slp at 6 am ?
actually wanna slp early de .
lying on my bed cannot get to slp .
LOLs .
e whole nites i was tidying my table .
half way collin msg me ask me call him tok tok .
den call him lorhs .
tok bout xh all along .
den suddenly got ppl wan find them trouble .
heard everything .
but in e end nth happened .
lucky lorhs .
den they ride bicycle pass by my block .
they shout so loud .
later my mama n papa wake up scold me den they noe ar .
after tat continue my things .
sians lorhs .
tats why so late den slp .
den morning laogong still wanme wake up early go pei him .
sorry laogong .
not i dun wan pei u .
i really very de tired .
but after tat he come my hse find me .
love u laogong .
den i watch vcd n prepare my things lorhs .
cos later going out marhs .
den he inside my room dun noe doing wat .
nw den i noe he inside peeping my hp .
LOLs .
he saw my secret !
but oso nth de larhs .
is for him oso de .
after tat went vista point viva eat .
den went teng hse pass her bro things n den went bus stop meet xh .
actually wanna go orchard de .
but wan go register so no time go orchard .
den at cosway walk walk lorhs .
went to 77th street .
hav fun there .
buy alots of things too .
broke ler larhs .
bought two tops at ebase .
n a belt at 77th street .
laogong bought a shirt .
den no time ler hav to rush to bishan .
at there we did something so funny .
we pose ourselves as parents den xh our daughter .
somemore she is pregnant too .
damn funny .
den cannot register again .
so we went to bugis shop .
bought a top at there too .
really going broke ler .
buy so many things .
hais .
actually wan cut hair de .
but shop close ler .
suay !
LOLs .
den nvm lorhs .
shop finish ler den went back woodlands 515 eat .
finish ler den go home lorhs .
sians .
tml going malaysia .
in e afternoon .
morning going bishan register again .
n my mama wan follow ?
wtf . disturb us only . idiot .
hear ler very do lan lorhs .
so fcuk !
arghh !
dun wan her go .
i will think of a way to make her cannot go de .
hmmp . hahahas .

sad sia .
today si bei suay .
from i go out till come back .
suay e whole day .
going find laogong den saw teng zhongli n boi marhs .
tok tok wid them a while lorhs .
den laogong called .
cos i forgot msg him tell him i hao ler .
i noe i tell him i wid them he sure angry de .
so i bluff him lorhs . no purposely de marhs .
den zhongli n teng di siao .
laogong heard their voice lorhs .
hais .
i oso dun wan bluff him de marhs .
i dun wan him to get angry only .
hais .
but i promise i wont bluff him anymore ler .
after went cck meet him .
den got guy take number from me .
den i giv lorhs .
nth wrong marhs .
if he contact me i can dun care him de lorhs .
i everytime like tat de .
den laogong saw .
den he angry again .
hais .
dun noe he angry wat .
as if i will like e guy like tat .
hais .
he still dun trust me tat i only love him mehs .
sians .
dun noe he loves me marhs .
hais .
although he treat me good .
but if he dun loves me oso no use .
can see he is changing nw .
but wat i wan is e love from him .
if not do wat oso useless de lorhs .
hais .
really very suay tis year sia .

today damn sians .
actually wan go to school today de .
den wake up ler go back sleep again .
no need go ler lorhs .
hahas .
den actually wan go for interview after tat de .
den wat oso no need do ler lorhs .
suay !
after tat go cosway meet xh .
actually she wan me pei her eat mee pok de .
den meet her ler she say she eat ler .
stupid lorhs .
after tat we go yoshinoya eat .
she at there di di siao siao tat alan .
finish eating ler go 77th street lorhs .
wan find max tok tok de .
but he not there today .
den spotted a jacket new arrival de .
damn nice lorhs .
den shared money wid xh to buy .
red n white . like singapore flag .
but nice lorhs .
saw teng n ya ting there oso .
den walk ard cosway lorhs .
go up go down like fun fair .
LOLs . den go watson .
xh bought a za T-zone mask .
hahas .
i can play wid it ler .
den wait for laogong come back from his work lorhs .
after tat pei him go cut hair .
but nv cut .
cos shop nv open .
he suay lorhs .
after tat go back his hse .
den watch tv wid him lorhs .
half way den he fall aslp .
pig sia .
den i watch alone .
damn sians .
watch till 11pm den i wake him up say i wan go home ler .
he so tired till he cannot send me home .
den nvm lorhs .
let him slp .
reach cosway ler den wan go atm check my acc balance .
den saw collin n ah boi .
sit at cavana wid them tok tok lorhs .
after tat zhongli came oso .
LOLs .
den he fall down .
injured his old wounds .
den many blood .
he pain till shout here shout there .
den help him buy water lorhs .
cos he wan wash his wounds .
den e water so cold .
he more pain .
so funny sia .
after tat at 2am we all went back home ler lorhs .
wid them so fun sia .
but if i find them den laogong will be very lonely ler .
hais .
nvm .
confused sia .

life is so complicated .
still don really understand this world .
hahas .
loves laogong forever ! muacks .